he got upset when i told him that i'm playing pool with one of my guy friend...but i don't know whether he is upset coz i'm playing with a guy or whether he is upset because i never spend time with him. Got quite pissed off that he didn't argue with me but instead, he became very quiet. I got quite upset when he told me that he thinks that i always never spare a thought for him and that he feels like a substitute until someone better comes along. I don't understand why he always tend to run away from problems. Called him at night and he told me that he was sleeping since 9+pm. I was already quite upset then. Especially after spending time alone and reflecting on myself. He told me that he got a headache and that he is confused and need to sleep. Although he said that he will talk to me tomorrow but i think that some things can't wait. You got to settle it on that day. Please tell me what you like and dislike so that i can understand what you are thinking inside. We are both capricorns but why are we so different? I'm like the fire and you are like the water...i'm hot-tempered sometimes and you are always so cool...

He said that he always give in to me but i don't want him to give in to me. I can take no for an answer. I hate it when he always reminds me that he is always the one to give in to me. Yes, i don't know how to 'sa jiao' and i don't know how to sweet talk and care for people but when you need me, i will always be there for you. And for the xx number of times, i really hate it when you just keep quiet and expect me to understand how you feel. hello pig? i'm not talking to a piece of wood. And...stop looking at me and show me that puppy look. I'm not really fierce and i won't threaten you or force you to do something against your wishes...i just like to voice out what i'm thinking inside...you shouldn't keep everything inside...you should voice it out and forget it after settling the problem. I have been writing everything in my blog from the day you know me and i don't wanna change anything. I don't wanna put on a mask and keep things from you. Okay, i admit that it is my fault for being uncaring and insensitive to you sometimes but please tell me what you are thinking so that i can better understand you...