sometimes i'll feel that the feeling isn't right or that there is something missing....but i don't know what is it. so confusing...went out with him today and i realised something. I will always be the one walking around and he will always be the one following me...and when i said i don't like the sound of the knife touching the plate, he took the plate over and cut it for me. And when i'm sick that time, he bought me herbal tea, bread and vitamin c for me to take when i recover. When i told him that i always get mosquito bites, he bought insect repellent for me. When i'm sad, he'll just go home and chat with me on msn even though he is playing pool with his friends. When we are watching movie, he'll buy nachos even though he prefer popcorn. He'll always send me home everyday when we go out together. But sometimes i'll insist that he should just go take the train instead of sending me home as i wanna shop around alone or when i just feel like going home alone. He wants to meet me many times a week but sometimes i'll tell him that i need my own space. He even pulled the chair for me when we went to his company's dinner. He'll go online immediately whenever i ask him to. He won't get angry even when i'm late. He'll buy whatever i choose for him when we shop for clothes together. I didn't ask him to do all this for me but i don't know why he is so nice to me. But still...sometimes i'll feel that something is missing...i really don't know what is missing...hmmm... i just feel that there is something weird when he is so nice to me...or maybe he is very nice to me because i'm his first girlfriend? i don't know how to explain the feeling right now...i think i'm more confused as compared to feeling touched by what he did.