went to east coast park with my family today.....there was a dog contest going on at east coast park today but it was raining so heavily and we had to leave early......hmmm.....still coping with single life......jeffrey and i broke up.....after a long relationship and lots of quarrels....this relationship finally ended.....he said i took him for granted and break up with me...i tried to ask him to patch but he don't want.....so i quit trying already....i guess it's for our own good.....even if we patch now,there will still be quarrels and breakups in the future.....do i still think of him? yes i do....i do think of him a lot....but that's very normal after a breakup.....he deleted all our photos and testimonials from friendster and i knew what he wanted.....we had lots of arguments every now and then and we have different views regarding work and marriage.....he has different ways of doing a project and i have my own ways of completing projects......he wanted to marry early but i don't want to get married so early.....i still have lots of things undone and i am not that kind of girl who will be happy getting married and staying at home to look after kids....or even marry a rich guy and shop everyday.....i doubt i will be happy that way....i want to be able to earn a living myself and earn my own money instead of relying on guys....although i will be happy to get extra cash from my future husband....lol....it's very sad to go separate ways after so long but if he feels it's for his own good then i shall not bother him anymore.....i shall focus more time on my work then.....don't worry for me as i don't cry to sleep at night or do anything silly.....i won't.....just that i'm really confused....after a few relationships still end up back to square one.....single life again....updates about my working environment......to recap....i work as temporary admin and customer service officer in the business and service excellence department at spring singapore.........my work scope includes 50% admin and 50% travel in singapore(go out for meetings,etc).....i have been working there for three days and i like the work environment there....day 1:went for meeting in the morning, admin in the afternoon.....day 2: went to demsey hill for meeting and they treated us to lunch at the prime society.......day 3:did some market research and went for bonding session in the afternoon....our whole department went for buffet at orchard......the building opposite far east plaza....i don't know what is the name of the place as i forgot the name of the place...lol....although i attended meetings on day 1 and day 2, they said it was more like a on-the-job training for me as i was still learning about the CCI initiative that we will be embarking on.....CCI=customer -centric initiative.....more details?i can't tell you as i'm not supposed to say much.....i really hope to learn more and when i'm familar with the CCI initiative they will let me present the details......i like to talk to people rather than sitting in front of the computer for the whole day.....i like talking to people but not in big crowds like more than 25? small crowds that are less than 10 is fun.....and time pass very quickly when you talk......the good thing about work is that i get to network, get work experiences and money! lol.....i can't live without money.....the bad thing about work is having to wake up early in the morning and rush out to take a bus at 7am in the morning and having to stand for 45minutes before reaching my destination.....btw....i hope jeffrey will be able to find a suitable girl for himself as he is a great guy (minus the scolding sometimes)....